SYMPTOM OF THE UNIVERSE

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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Click to enlarge artworkThe band is Sleep and the record is called Dopesmoker. It is 2 songs, the first one, Dopesmoker, clocking in at 63 minutes. It was rejected by their label, shortened, renamed 'Jerusalem' and broken up into suites. Now it has been restored to its original form.
This album sounds like the result of distilling Black Sabbath from a gas to a solid, denser at the core than a collapsed star. Listening to the thick sludgey riffage is akin to doggy-paddling through an ocean of warm peanut butter. There is a bizarre dissonance to the sound yet it is strangely soothing once adjusted to the wall of buzzing, throbbing sound. I listen to stuff like this when I am working, visualizing dimly lit floating empires of ashen desolation in the echoing voids of outer space...
I don't really smoke dope anymore. I love the idea of it, the ritual and everything else that goes with catching the buzz and just relaxing, thinking stoned thoughts...However being laden with responsibilities that I did sign on for, I cannot be a functional doper. I haven't tried to be and failed, I just know myself well enough to know that I cannot get through a normal day of obligations in a haze of green fluff. I was unable to perform reliably when my only responsibility was to show up at work at 5pm so I will use that as a rule of measure. I do not approve of the way that it makes mediocre things seem fantastic (i.e. television shows that I would never watch in a clear state). My eyes become so absurdly red and doofus-like, it is a like a caricature and Visine hardly works. As I get older, sometimes i get 'the fear' and it taints the experience completely. Finally, my wife doesn't really like drugs and at this point in life I have no problem with that so I just avoid them. Who needs to be stoned with a disapproving eye cast upon you? Yuck. That is poo.

1 Comments:

  • At 1:26 AM, Blogger tom said…

    In Response to Chimpheston, the ultimate CN - My line of work is much less stressful than yours. Where the service industry is relentless, sometimes even more during busy seasons, mine is spread out more though most of what I do is borne from nebulous concepts and followed through to finished product. I love the cannabis culture vicariously, knowing the downside to it all too well... However I am the first to admit the upsides, being the veteran psychonaut of some psychic and spiritually enlightening experiences whilst wearing the mask of THC.
    As for being "laden" with responsibility - I did say I planned everything and have not regrets. I used that term to admit the truth that a some of my responsibilities are real work for me - the first ongoing chore being the suppression of the ego and obliteration of any narcissistic tendencies that have no place in being a halfway decent spouse and parent. To say that it is easy for me all of the time is an outright lie. In order to astral project through usage of burning leaf matter, I need a clear slate and as far as things have been going, there will be none of that for the unforeseeable future.

     

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