SYMPTOM OF THE UNIVERSE

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

DMT, N,N-Dimethyltryptamine, is a crystalline extract present in thousand of species of plants, mainly from South America. It's usual mode of ingestion is smoking, but can be snorted or taken orally (with the aid of an MAOI - no thanks). It's effects usually come on in seconds, and the trip, which usually lasts only 10 minutes or so, renders the user completely immobile, aside from repetitive movements and mumbling. The odd thing about the reported experiences is that the inward state of the "Voyager" is quite lucid, though not in the familiar sense of the term. DMT users generally remember all details of their trips, unlike LSD or Psilocybin. Also, unlike the two aforementioned psychedelics, DMT completely removes you from this sphere of existence and does not leave your consciousness mingling with the outside world, other than sound. The most common descriptions of the DMT experience are geometric patterns repeating, multiplying and changing form at the onset, coupled with auditory "whooshing" and humming vibration, followed by explosions of indescribable colors, light flashed and "stained glass" or "mosaic" patterns pulsating, undulating and eventually reforming into the true vision of the universe, existence, matter, antimatter, God, discarnate entities, angels, demons and insectoid beings that usually seized the voyager and enter them through a sort of osmosis. Visions of endless arched corridors, some glorious, others sinister, shadowy figures operating indeterminate machines, archetypes of elves, faeries, gnomes and other folkloric beings prevail, as well as kaleidoscopic mandalas and two-dimensional cartoon-like visions of their actual physical surroundings. Insights are sometimes given, and usually come back to this world with the user, who is fully recovered within an hours' time. Sounds a lot like acid? I think not. LSD contains many elements of the DMT experience but is generally a less lucid experience and also can last up to 12 hours or more.

I am finding it difficult to relay a literal experience of "lifting the veil" in so many words. The tricky thing about a true DMT trip are the unspoken insights (there is that word again) - One shared satori distilled from the voyage is that there seems to be a Divine Entity behind all this material business. There are minions of entities (seeming neither benevolent nor malevolent) constantly at work behind the spaces we do not see, operating odd machinery to generate the dream that is life.

So many like archetypes are purported to exist in the world between the spaces we dwell in. Cultures isolated from one another have common myths and legends of elemental spirit intelligences. I have experiences glimpses myself (without the aid of hallucinogens) of the agencies that seem to be generating my paradigm - A recurring dream of the small Jawa-like beings always busy at work on some sort of large metal machine. It feels like a waking dream, one that I am temporarily paralyzed within, for a fleeting moment before there is nothing there except for the moonlight streaming through the window near my bed. The classic schlock-horror film Phantasm used these creatures quite liberally throughout the story, frightening me out of my wits the first time I saw it because it seem to be a communication to me that my dreams held an ounce of something that may be the truth...
I have no real definition of truth anymore other than that which lies proven within the finite confines of science.

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1 Comments:

  • At 7:18 AM, Blogger Marie Drucker said…

    It’s all very curious. I’ve never done any drugs, except for my beloved xanax (and it’s a really tiny dose I’ve been prescribed, less than half of what is typically taken) and tons of advil (Philip S. in seventh grade asked me to smoke a joint with him – it was hidden in his sucrets box – and I was shocked). So, much of what I’ll say probably will be laughed at by your more “experienced” friends. They’ll have to educate me.

    I read some of the descriptions of DMT experiences. The one that has stayed with me the most is the person who gets a feeling of fear when he walks past the room where he took the drug. Well, maybe not fear, but uneasiness. That gave me chills.

    I don’t really understand it. Simply, scientifically, the drug is causing various electrical connections in their brains, right? So they are experiencing sounds and the feeling of traveling and/or of seeing things. Often, they have a feeling of enlightenment afterwards. One man said he knew his life’s purpose afterwards – though he didn’t divulge it. There’s so much of our brains we don’t use and don’t know. Is this enlightment what some would call spiritual? It scares me a bit. If a drug can do this, why do we need God? Perhaps we don’t. [I’m an agnostic-pagan. Let me love nature—a baby, a beautiful tree, the rings of Saturn, my kitty cats -- first. Then let’s discuss whether God is or whether we have created him/her.]

    I have a keen interest in comparative mythology, which you briefly touch on. We know that nearly every culture on earth today has flood story. Is this because we have common ancestors and the flood myth was passed down and/or traveled around the world? Is it because the earth did once experience a deluge? Some geologists seem to think so. Is the truth somewhere in the middle… there was a terrible flood or what people thought was terrible and earth-destroying, and the myths evolved to explain what happened? I don’t know. Did I just say the same thing three different ways?

    [I also have a keen interest in comparative ravioli… nearly every culture has a ravioli/perogi/dumpling. Why is that???]

    There’s a tenet in philosophy called the fallacy of numbers. Basically, don’t believe something just because a lot of people say it’s so. There should be another one… Don’t listen to Marie when she’s tired or on deadline.

    This is all reminding me again of the pathos of Hurricane Katrina. What new flood myths will be created hundreds of years from now to recall how old people were left to drown in nursing homes or how bodies floated down streets? Will future geologists find remnants of the old Biloxi, or will our modern clean-up efforts erase history?

    I’m curious to hear what your friends have to say. Tell them to be nice to me.

    And, Tommy, trust more than science. Believe in your dreams.

     

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